attaining the one thing that seems indefinite surely is indescribable...
mixed emotions, up and down twirls
presence of the one that reciprocates the dreams and desires that lie within
in this proximity is a safety blanket that consumes the worst of times...
wraps them up and saves them for a laugh later down the road
but in those long days, unwanted lonely nights...
there, there you find happiness in the extremities of the breath beside you
a touch is more than a thousand words...
i dear to touch one without showing them the royalty of their being
cherish the very thought of their actions, their thoughts, their kindness
failing is not succeeding...
thus, i must say i failed in the several trials i had of being "the other"
my past shall, and is my doom....
time now is my enemy, nonetheless all that i have
no breath, no queen, no safety blanket...
what shall i do with it??

i must say, im a very much afraid of it


im scared of time in general
it drags me along
in relation to another heartbeat,
that surges me on my way
...i need that heartbeat...