i open my eyes

luk around and see

that im stil locked up

n my mind

my thoughts seem to consume me

my world tends to refute my notions

my yearnings, of happiness

i feel afraid of the things happening

im afraid of the things i try to control



if you could see me, tel me to open my eyes

bcuz im lost...

im n the dark, bumping into walls

walls so high i think i am never going to get over them

problems so deep, i fear i might start believn n the,

challengs so hard, im def going to fall



even though my eyes are shut, im yelln out

i need help